| Francis Daniel Zhang Zhaoyi a.k.a Sh'i-Lah |

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

this week i'll be having my term break. YEAH HOLIDAYS or so i thought... unitl i found out literally everyday must go back to sch to do projects. never mind, what's mine will be mine. what's not will never be.

haha, yesterday was national day for singapore, i only like watchingthe starting of NDP's the red lions parachuting, the commandoes rappelling, the SCDF flying fox and the march pass. other than that? no interest. played with computer until the fire works display then i stood at my window to see the barrage of lights erupting lighting up the skies. seriously? i'd rather be part of the marching or display in NDP then watching it... haha juz like in NDP'99, i was in the marching contigent.

ok, today monday morning woke up to go makan breakfast with my dad at delifrance. haha, haven't gone out with him for very long time man. miss the days when he had steady income and additional income from shares, then he'd always bring me out to eat.

6o'clock has arrived!!! finally an outing with my class, i like this kind of things. never did much as a class. i hold high priority for family bonding, unity and the sense of belonging to a grp of elite individuals. being in this class of nice friends, i have always looked forward to work with each and everyone of them. i don't want us to just feel comfortable with our own grp mates? i was hoping for everyone to be comfortable as a class. but due to the dominace of HR grps i did not get my wish of working with alot of ppl in the class, i think only got a chance to work with 1/3 of ppl in class.

back to the outing! what a success, 18 out of the whole class came. makan at pizza hut, tried to entertain some ppl, but in the end i think all i did was irritate and offend them. haha i'm such an idiot that tries too hard i guess. then i ate and ate and ate. sigh... what a problem, i never grow fat. haha girls reading this would probably hate me. then we were in a dilema again... go home? or go shopping? or do what?! walk walk arnd for awhile then the grp started dwindling... one by one going home... i just continued walking until the interchange and there was no one left.

walked to the park and gazed at the stars myself. haha someone did suggest doing that during dinner, but others said it was a crazy idea. so there i laid for awhile looking at the miserably empty stars. haha is this the life i am to expect? lonely and starless...

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8/10/2004 10:23:00 pm

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Thursday, August 05, 2004

cruel cruel world... is starting to brighten up again. now apart from going to sch mon to fri and going to church on sun, i can look forward to going back to 1601 Pajigwad every sat again.

life was starting to become aimless after leaving sec sch... church doesn't seem as fun as it used to. no more "noisey bunch of ppl at the back of the church". i guess they all found better things to do than waste time in church and disturbing ppl for the kick out of it. we used to be a grp of us creating havoc in church... had members of like 15ppl going for mass and lunch after that every sun... now its like down to 5 on a good day...

sch... well poly will always be poly... due to tensions from coming project date-lines and "aiming for good grades" is getting to everyones nerves and well... friendships there aren't exactly what i'd like... true i always looked forward to having female company when i was in sec sch... but its so competitive... haha miss the st. pat's days juz relac one corner and mass organise the whole level to fail, so cher's would moderate our grades and we'd all pass.

1601 Pajigwad! the dark days have passed, now its only going to get darker but more fun! we used to get tekan by those arses senselessly. now we going to instill more torture but actually teach then new things... things they'd be proud of... things that even the army cannot teach. we'll might even be able to produce ppl who'd go into "red berrets" and say its chicken feet compared to 1601Pajigwads! haha, we already do have our own red berrets to wear. who else in s'pore wears red berrets other than the BEST! haha besides GUARDS who are more elite than those red heads.

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8/05/2004 09:26:00 pm

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