| Francis Daniel Zhang Zhaoyi a.k.a Sh'i-Lah |

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Friday, October 29, 2004

haha 1 week into work. lovely lovely SIP, ppl there are nice. work there has kept me rather busy. staring at the computer screen for hours on end. losing my precious eye sight as the days go by... feeling tired, minds not working. body feels weak. haha i dun like this feeling... not at all... losing the fighting spirit... is it due to work or is it due to something else?

i wanna have more time... to do what i wanna do, i wanna have the motivation to do what i need to do. haha and that would be to maintain my physical health! going in in like another 8mths and i'm feeling weak? oh no! haha sun going to spend the day at jordan's condo working out.

Argh!!! spending too much money again... i need to control my expenditure on expensive toys! my gosh... 1 luxury item after another... i'm spending money as if my family is rich... haha but they're not rich, i am the one who is rich. haha

enough working out the fingers, going to tear some ligaments, tmr gotta go back to sch for some on campus thingy. haha hope my mood swings for the better... dun think i would be able to maintain any more friends the current way i live my life.

SicNarF
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10/29/2004 10:00:00 pm

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Saturday, October 23, 2004

haha, attachment a.k.a SIP started on Wed. Will be attached to UBS AG Bank for the duration. haha, all the way till 31dec i'll be travelling down to harbour front to go to work.

so far, its been ok. lots of data entry work, see the computer screen until blur liao. haha, been on OT since day1, wonder how much more i can take. wondering how much more they can give too. haha, wish i'd get more than data entry as they promised. we'll see. hahaha. other than that? they company rocks man, my dept is mostly ladies led by a guy. all very helpful ppl, easy to get along with too.

then the other intern thats attached together with me in that dept is none other than a church mate of mine. jarred. haha, got to know that chap way back in pri sch when we trained to be altar boys in holy trinity church under strict training from the seniors of that time.

haha, nothing much to complain about SIP yet. haha still fresh and energetic, we'll wait and see if i'll get tired out and start bitching bout things. haha, oh oh, i want my own comp and desk in the office... haha me and jarred like always shifting arnd and sitting at other people's desk one. haha

SicNarF
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10/23/2004 10:09:00 pm

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

yesterday for the first time in my life went zouk. haha, been looking forward to that day through the whole week. was so excited to go. i like to plan things way before hand and i like the plans to be followed through. haha this i realised was not to be for most ppl. they like things done "last min?", guess i'm juz not that type.

Told my mum i was going to zouk, though she doesn't know what the heck that is, i told her it was a night spot. then came 30min of her complaining to me that my dad does not approve of it and how she was to react if my dad asked her where i was, so i told her, i'm not telling him. and i didn't, all i told him was "i'm going out, and i'll be late." haha, got thru and out of the gate. this morning woke up also he never say anything. dad is the silent type, which makes it scary. (at least to me...) he just doesn't say anything... but somehow i don't want to try to cross the line. i try not to think bout the times he raised his voice, haha SCARY! so yeah... i try to be good without them asking me to be. but there comes a time when i would like to do something, yet i have this aching feeling that he WOULD NOT approve of it. to tell or not to tell? if i asked him if i could go zouk, 80% chance he'd say no(spoken from experience, haha sis told him she wanted to go and he put his foot down said no, and they both ended up rather unhappy). if i didn't... well i get to go zouk. haha

reached zouk super early coz i had this crazy theory that dad wouldn't let me leave the house late. haha, so went there and stone at the back of zouk by the river for 2hrs before jacq and her friend came. went in cool place, loud music, pretty girls. haha, there this one girl that came up to me, called my name and asked what i was doing here. i replied :why can't i be here?, i shot that rude remark as my mind was so preoccupied with trying to figure out who she was, how she knew my name... haha, if u're reading this, LET ME KNOW WHO U ARE! haha

got high ltr on drinking all the alcohol... haha but it was hell of a fun.

THANK YOU jacqueline and florence for making last night possible! haha

SicNarF
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10/14/2004 11:47:00 am

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Monday, October 11, 2004

yesterday was sunday. sunday is a day meant to pray and relax. haha, afternoon went to cafe cartel to makan lunch coz it was my sis early birthday treat from my mum. haha, dad never joins us for such stuff... so mum, sis and me went to TM cartel to eat. Mum ordered beef lagsane, sis got fish and chips and me... haha my BEEF red meat, red meat, red meat! ended up eating the whole steak AND half my mum's lagsane, coz she couldn'y finish.

after lunch went hunting for the pink cardboard, to prepare a box for a friend's present. popular near tampines library, a.k.a prime mart there closing down! haha, miss that place man. used to go there like a shopping center when i was young. haha before TM and Century Square, even before SOGO in DBS building. oh no... feeling so old now. haha

Evening went for mass, usually i go for 11am mass, but today was supposed to be special. jordan, russell and me were trying to organise a 1985 batch reunion. haha it was so last min we planned it like last week. sadly it was a flop... no one other then the USUALL 11am mass ppl turned up. haha so it was like a 11am mass ppl gathering for 6pm mass. went Billy Bombers in CS to eat. it was a horrigible experience. so many bad things happened, but i dun wanna spoil their reputation thus i shall not review. haha, went to play pool after that and went home slp.

this morn woke up go driving, other than that? the day was a complete rest day. slack man!

SicNarF
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10/11/2004 08:06:00 pm

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Friday, October 08, 2004

It's been awhile since i wrote anything. haha, i seem to aways be taking a long time to update my blog these days. well well, just a quick update of how life has been progressing? IT'S GREAT!!! exams are over, not that i studied for it... but what the heck, it's over! Thanks to all who have constantly bugged me to study for exams, really appreciated it. the last min studying really did miracles. well... except for the SAPM paper lah, that was a killer.

now i have 1 week of holiday before i start my SIP aka attachment. Think i might go work out abit this week just to try to keep in shape before i get all busy again. anyone knows any secrets to improving vision? i need to try to get my body into perfect soldier material in 8mths. haha, maybe i might even try to apply for OCS if they want me. but this eye sight problem is bugging me man, why did i have to be so hardworking in pri3 reading my sister's story books and all... then ended up needing glasses. i don't wanna wear glasses or contact lens... i wanna wear my oakleys and look at the world thru them. btw, i just uploaded the pics of my oakleys! love them. special thanks to the special babe that flew them in from U.S.A for me!

yeah so sch's gonna end real soon in 8mths time. lets review my life's plan. going to go into army the day after my last exam paper? if all goes well, become Guards Officer, go thru Ranger course, squeeze in time for a degree and stay in the army till they kick me out. if all doesn't go that well? Still going to be in Guards, be a specialist, go thru Ranger course, attain warrant Officer rank with-in 10yrs and stay in the army till they kick me out. haha not that much different, but still the difference could mean a whole lot. haha so what about family planning? well... ain't planning till i meet someone who wants to sit down with me to plan about it. till then, still no plans. haha, lonely i am. constantly thinking of this issue, militay life might restrict the no. of female companions i get to meet, and further more... i've been single all this while... starting to doubt myself. haha, do i even really want to settle down? or am i just lusting what i do not really need?

SicNarF
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10/08/2004 10:55:00 pm

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