| Francis Daniel Zhang Zhaoyi a.k.a Sh'i-Lah |

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

long time never blog anything? well i'd consider this long... now that i have so much time but have no idea how i intend to spend it. sleeping most of it away... wasting life away juz like that. is this what i really want? why am i just sitting here waiting for something to happen rather than go out there and find something to do.

think i'm becoming like my dad. haha juz lazing arnd aimless, lost... difference between him and me is... i still have a heck long rd to travell... haha, i wanna be someone up there. high, mighty and untouchable. but at the rate i'm going? i think the only way i can get there is if luck really really shines and flares me up like a great ball of fire. haha

playing with my guitars at the moment. such a long time since i played with them. haha, losing the touch, due to a lost of interest in it... long story. maybe another day i shall tell. haha

SicNarF
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3/29/2005 08:19:00 pm

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Monday, March 28, 2005

today took the car out at 3pm to meet Minoway and Alex to go for a spin. went places such as orchard and central. parked at a Marina Square carpark to have some drinks at a gourmet coffee places (forgot the name) then waited for Idros to come visit us. a Pre-NUS student... working as a security guard... with oversized uniform and stains on them. haha, it was a funny sight.

Late to meet kenneth, Ell, Sebast and Shai for dinner. KCC closed, so ended up at BK. filling meal. walked arnd abit then re-settled at starbucks for drinks. Met alicia and jordan there. met gijo there. haha, singapore is too small. sat down chit chat with them...

Drove alicia and her friend back. then jordan to his place. got home at 12midnight. now juz stoning away... probably today drove another 100km or so. petrol tank down 1/4. haha, enjoying the drives. still thinking of the internal lightings, steering wheel and the gear shift knob. haha

SicNarF
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3/28/2005 12:23:00 am

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

last night went driving after going to church for stations of the cross. supposed to be with 3 other ppl. in the end due to unforeseen circumstances, only ended up with ash. haha.

went to bedok central to eat dinner, then drove to pasir ris park there chill out under the stars and feel the wind blowing. can u believe a beach side bar that ranout of coconuts?! its by the beach for goodness sakes... stock up on your coconuts. haha. next is a drive down to changi, then towards ECP and thru marine parade back towards tampines and into pasir ris to drop off ash before heading home.

starting to get the hang of the car. trying to drive it as smoothly as i can. braking ain't a problem much. changing gears still abit jerky. now its remembering roads. haha, thats gonna be a challenge.

SicNarF
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3/26/2005 12:44:00 pm

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

Nissan Presea, my car! haha, ain't she a pretty? don't foresee to be changing her outside looks anytime soon. maybe i'll work on her inside first.

Side view, its lower than avg cars. 1600cc. sports series. kind of rare in singpore. hey but... it's got 4 wheels, moves and gets me places. she'll work just fine.

This is what keeps her reving. she sounds wonderful. didn't even have to change exhaust pipe to make her sound right. haha

Nice comfy leather seats, metal pedals. maybe should do something bout the steering wheel, gear shift knob and handbrake. save money again.

Dashboard. idle rev is bout 800. somehow the angle here abit off. Dad took this baby on ECP at 90, and told me it was effortless and could even go further. haha

Love this dashboard to bits at night. really captivating blueish purple light. hoping to add neon lights at the pedal area to see what i'm stepping on at night.

Close up of this dashboard taken at night with the lights on. Can't wait for the next time i take her out driving at night again.

SicNarF
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3/24/2005 05:52:00 pm

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Today is thur, its only been 2days since exams have been over. still feeling high and excited that i have finished my poly life. entering army. most likely 3may since 1may is public holiday and a sun, 2may is the holiday brought forward. so that leaves 3may... well well we shall see when i receive my official letter of invitation into my career.

Yst went ice-skating all the way at jurong. so far far far away. haha. but it was fun. skate until blister, burst, and bled. hahaha, felt great. was kindda easy for me to catch on skating as i used to roller blade. still could do some of the funny stunts i used to be able to do on my blades. but hey i learnt new trick on the ice rink too. how to stop with style. haha, sending sheets of ice flying. looked damn cool, esp the way the pro's there did it. haha

at night went down to changi airport to see charlene fly off, again. miss her *wave wave* bye bye again. when will i see u again? haha. then had gd laugh there. these bunch of i-guides never fails to entertain and tickle me silly at darkest of my hours.

going to miss sch... well not the projects, exams and tutorials of course. but the friends and gd times spent at that place. miss u all!

SicNarF
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3/24/2005 11:46:00 am

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Monday, March 21, 2005

Boo! one down half a paper left to go. haha half because its open book! hope i get outta TP in 3yrs, or i'm in so much trouble. haha.

Lunched with xiang rui, robin, eugene, james. saw her for like 1 brief moment as she walks by as i sat there eating. Ponder ponder... she walked by, gave a quick wave. whats that mean? *lost soul* conversations that dun go anywhere, reactions that are so hard to read. its all juz blank. am i getting anywhere? or is she juz avoiding me. i think, i think too much. it's probably all my wishful thinking... we shall see. i keep hearing ppl telling me i'm going somewhere, but i can't seem to sense that from her. ARGH! haha

Wheeee.....!!! by tmr afternoon i'll be done! no more sch worries. might even decide to go wash the car if its still in the lot when i get home. haha

SicNarF
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3/21/2005 02:46:00 pm

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

this morning went jogging for the second time in a row. yst was a long 5km +- run with paul, today spent the time training for speed. ran 2rnds round the park under 1:40 each before taking a break of 1min. clocked 11:20 for 6rnds in the park inclusive of the 2min break times. got to keep it up. entering soon. must get used to it and train for better timing. aiming for under 10min for 2.4km.

went sch study. Qiu rong was at TP already so met up with her before the rest. when others got here... somehow we managed to get access into an LT. dun ask me how? but we got in. havoc inside, tried to study, failed miserably.

Went for dinner near Paul's home, sweat like a pig... cause of the chilli in mee goreng. haha, river that never dries up. went to playground and slack with them. Qiu Rong was like trying to see rats close up. not bad, i always thought girls scared *squeak squeak*. there's alot i dun know bout these ppl. haha.

Sent Qiu Rong and Xiang Rui home in my car. miss my car, 2 days never drive. haha. paul also came along to accompany me on the return journey. haha

SicNarF
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3/20/2005 12:36:00 am

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

final 2 exam papers are on this coming monday and tuesday. feeling like i haven't studied enough. wait a minute, i haven't started yet~! no wonder the quissy feeling... my spirits are deeply dampened by 2failures, POE and IB mid sem test failed... Both! too late to worry bout those now coz those 2 are non-examinable subjects. i juz hope the porject manages to cover up for the low test marks and get me by with at least a pass. Better start studying for the last 2 subjects, Law and Managerial Accounting. i dun need another shock.

Minds a mess, thinking thinking thinking of someone... haven't seen her for 48hrs at least now. last time was when we went to the food fair at suntec and hung out at the esplanade roof top before going back home. haha, piggy backed her. wah high ah. of all the girls i carried before... this felt best? hehe. -blinded by emotions-

yst could have seen her, but then i had already arranged a meeting with my band members to chill out at swiss hotel. which turned out horribly boring... wished i had gone dinner with them... Wonder if she'll ever return how i feel about her.

SicNarF
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3/19/2005 12:23:00 pm

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

yst went to TP at 1pm to try to study with the I-Guides gang. haha, tried tried. failed. haha, then made plans for supper.

Found out i got A for law! so happy! until... i found out got an F for IB as well... that's 2 subjects i failed for mid sem test already (other is POE) ... is this the end? am i going str to hell? haha

drove arnd dropping off and picking up ppl. the vehicles a gass guzzled, confirmed. haha, $30 spent on patrol. think used 3/4 of the tank last night. maybe its the way i drive? not smooth enough causing higher fuel consumption? trying to do research online now to see if i can pick up any tips.

got bout 9 of us squeeze into 2 cars, actually not really squeeze got its quite comfy. max of 5 per car, which is what the car should hold. was contemplating to pack the 9 into 1 car. Madness! haha. went supper at changi, went to the playground by the beach to sit and slack. play arnd in the car park. then some of them went off and remainder came to tampines 201 to have prata breakfast where soon poh introduced us to "plaster" haha

SicNarF
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3/16/2005 04:57:00 pm

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Monday, March 14, 2005

had a great time at sentosa yesterday. the usual suspects turned up. went swimming, sun tanning (burning session), play with sand. haha

got to the mrt station bout 1110 then waited for more ppl to arrive. set off to seah imm food court for lunch before trying to squeeze up the bus into sentosa. haha, had to wait for like 3buses before we got up. Soon Poh was all the way checking out babes and drooling. haha, got there and found a nice spot infront of sunset bay area.

Went for dips in the cooling water and took a swim to the little "island" across the beach. then off to lie on the sand and let the sun cook us.

Started to get hungry and off we went to 7-eleven at Palawan beach. took a long walk there. bought our stuff, boarded the monorail and took a huge loop rnd the island. had our food illegally on the monorail. damn funny sia, door close, train move only all the food come out. then as it got close to a station, we pack pack pack the food and pretended nothing happened.

Once we were full, went back to the beach to do more burning and dipping in the water. As evening came, we took turns burrying ppl in the sand. haha

then swam across to the island again. the sand there was Wonderfully soft! burried XiangRui, climbed up a rock and watched the sun almost set with Qiu Rong, and others. almost because kenneth came and informed us the others wanted to leave...

PS for dinner at BK and home. hehe

SicNarF
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3/14/2005 10:50:00 am

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Saturday, March 12, 2005

Hey, sch's technically OVER! haha end of my poly life. begining of SAF? i better start training one day... maybe i'd become healthy again... but physical exercise wouldn't be the only thing i need to do to be healthy. stay away from alcohol and cigs...

I'm starting to think of those crap even when i dun see them, and evertime ppl offer i accept.
used to be the theory of "out of sight, out of mind" now... crap crap. STAY AWAY! those things are BAD

Today laters going to meet kenneth to go shopping at Queensway. hope i dun spend un-necessary money on things i wouldn't be needing. haha, tentatively got 1mth more of life to go. soon they'll be sending me a letter asking me to go in.

SicNarF
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3/12/2005 08:20:00 am

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Hey hey, its all over! projects... i-guides... now its time for me to relac relac abit and enjoy life before my last 2 exam papers. after that its SAF time. haha

My car come liao. Nissan Presiea, Dark gray vehicle. Don't ask me drive u arnd, i've yet to get the hang of the car yet. and further more... most of the time the car is driven by my dad... darn, i wan my own car. but it wun be feasible. i have another mth to go. why bother? haha

tentatively 1may i'll be gone. uncontactable. i'll find u, u wun be able to find me. (unless u swim over to Tekong to try to hunt me down) From there onwards, every morning will revert back to "see guys all over every morning" routine. had that kind of life for 10yrs back in pri and sec sch. now for a further 6yrs.

haha, will i be lonely? will i be attached, maybe even married. i have no idea, and sometimes i juz dun wanna think bout things. i think if i end up lonely, is because i CHOOSE that path, and not because i am unwanted. haha (thick-skin). only time will tell.

SicNarF
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3/08/2005 11:45:00 am

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