long holiday for me to look forward to... 5days of break from island life. hey, i need a break that badly ok, was stranded there for 2weeks str without coming out as there was training planned for us.

was a really rushed 2weeks and well... i think things will only get worst and not any better. highlght of the first week was the live demolitions i played with. fired M203 40mm and the sub-caliber Matadhors. and as i was one of the higher scorers for demolitions test, i also got the chance to waste a bagalore torpedo. The effect and feeling of blowing that up was GREAT! only 8 of us got the chance to ignite it in our company. and i'm one !!!

2nd week was full of section movements but the special day of that week no doubtly was the Exercise Wanderer, were SISPEC trainees wander off and get lost. hahaha. Trudged arnd in knee high mud, step and got pined by a rusty nail... managed to find all except one of the checkpoints.

frustration also starting to set in... i'm starting to become easily irritated and it doesn't make things any better when some of my section mates don't perform up to standard during section movements where we run arnd charging at unseen enemies. i think i'm starting to become drained and dried up like a twig and the slightest pressure applied on it now would jus cause me to snap.

Things that were making me feel uneasy would be the camou-cream, dirty clothes, tiredness, frustration of having to re-do activities when someone screws up, probably also lack of sleep. haha.

My DVD player on my comp is starting to go crazy, it was a really old reader anyways... it only reads the DVD's that i insert when it feels like it. and when it doesn't feel like it? it just refuses to read the damn disk. haha, maybe it's time for me to get a new DVD player? i also feel its time to re-format my comp... but it's going to be so troublesom... oh well maybe i'll pick a day and start doing it.