long time since i last blogged once again. the weekly breakouts from "prison" seem to be getting more and more precious as i start to dread the training of SISPEC. Feelings of army has constantly been changing from before i signed on, before i entered, in BMT, in SISPEC.

Before i signed on i was full of drive and curiosity as to what army could provide me, oh what funs i'd have when i'm inside Guards. The adrenaline filled life-style of battle-life.

Before i entered when i was still in poly was the great pleasures of spending on the fruits of labour i have yet to do. The $$ i got from the sign on bounty gave a gd financial Hmph! to my small bank acc. I could do things i wanted to do, wanted to get without thinking twice (now starting to wonder why i bought things that i have toally no use for... Hmm... not so smart after all)

Bmt life was FUN! thought my life was shaping out the way i exactly wanted it to be, tough training, yet acceptable. a good balance of getting "tekan" and having own admin time to do my own things. Life was regimental, yet still enjoyable knowing that i was part of one of the toughest Companies in BMT. Ninja company ah, the best company ah...

SISPEC, i don't even want to talk bout this crap place. This is the part where i start to tell u i AM REGRETING signing on. haha, comparing my company with others... i am still part of the toughest company... but now i don't enjoy being here... all i receive out of this company is the fear of getting confined, getting charged, getting more "shit-work" to do. My company does not belief in Rewards, only Punishments. The morale of the guys all arnd me is of "Get-me-out-of-here-QUICK!" haha

Guards? i really hope my next assignment is going to be a better one compared with my current situation. Best of LUCK! haha

Aside of the "Green Life" i went back to TP yesterday for TPOH'06! wonderful, stressful memories were brought back. The gd old days when i used to be Head of I-Guides, the amt of stress i was under, the amt of fun i used to have being stressed Head. hahaha, really fun. Today i went for a meeting with some of the Scouts of Katong District. Another sense of satisfaction fills me as i feel remembered by them. the other one thing apart from I-Guides and Scouts that brings me back to the World, would be my Band. Caramel. Love those 3 things to bits! haha, take care, gd luck guys.