Been sick nearly 1 whole week now, can't seem to get over it. Since last sat i was down with the flu. though i think i got enough rest, it just keeps coming back to re-visit me. i was even cornered to the point where i had to take panadol. i Hate! taking panadol... haha, i'd rather my own body work its magic and recover naturally. i guess i'm not that healthy after all? haha

Fri was a seminar and they managed to get a hold and invite down the CO of CPC, which overlooks all the Regulars promotion. He brought forth confirmation of bad news... it's been chunning in my guts and i just didn't know what to do all along... SAF's HR strategy is of one where they over hire then slowly weed out those that they don't want. and currently? the WOSPEC core is over-saturated and well... thats pretty bad for me. the route of advance back then was like 1yr sect comm, then enter PS tour already. now, they've informed me that i'll have to go through1yr Sect comm in Guards, "dumped" into either ADF or SISPEC for another 2 yrs, before i can be eligible for the PS tour... What the heck?! haha

I used to want to stay all the way, become a warrant officer at a young age. And be able to peak the top of the WOSPEC rank. But with this confirmation of over-saturation of Specialists above me! i think its time to re-think my future and start preparing for my exit strategy and how to smoothly transit into my next phase of like.

Watch mission impossible 3 yesterday. so cool! haha, how i wish i could do all those stunts. everyday would be like so near death adrenaline but i could never die! haha, yeah right, whose life is so perfect that such luck comes his way. Fantasy and Reality.