The coming week has never looked so bleak before... haha, there's only one thing to look forward to this week, and that'd be the end of the week! Woot! come come come quickly please! Looking at the program schedule, i'd be outfield training for the whole of the week it's going to be a 4D3N holiday in green under the stars. Lack of sleep, no proper shower, running arnd with heavy load. sigh.

I sure miss the gd old days of just doing normal camping outdoors, no rifle, no green camou on my face. Just me against the weather. That was so much more relaxed and laid back. Everything was calm and easy, now outfields is like with a mission and that mission cannot be compromised. i hate being under preasure! haha, wonder what kind of job is there that doesn't need me to be under any preasure from the Mr. Boss.

6yrs, 5yrs, 4yrs, oh man its counting down. Both quickly and slowly at the same time. Need it to be fast so the sufferings end and freedom begins. Need it to be slow as only uncertainty and rough seas lay ahead pass the contract. will i stay on, will i leave. Will i make loads of money, will i make ends meet? come check back with me at the end of the 6yrs and all shall be revealed.

At current? all i wanna do is try to be happy. :D

Still waiting for an angel to fall out of the skies right into my lap. then she'd look at me with those perfectly enchanting eyes and tell me i saved her life. and we'd ride off into the sunset happily ever after. Hmm... Which book again am i dreaming i'm in?