believe me when i say i'm stressed lately. stressed over what? a few minor things that constantly add up and amount into big problems.

Most of these things actually need not have to be worried about as there is no humanly possible way i could control the situation. Changes are happening all around, some are easier to receive while others are just a pain in the arse to try to cope with.

I'll be shifting out of my cosy little rm to an empty room by force. now i have a headache trying to decide how i'd like the design to be, my budget i could fork out for this renovations and finally finding the right furniture to go along with the rm. maybe i could get it done before my birthday and i could invite a small grp of friends over for a "room warming" party. haha.

My car is still empty and untouched. no time or $$ have been assigned for modifications as yet.

I've been down on my luck with work and being targeted for the "suay'est Saikangs" haha, but then again its not as if others don't get such things. it's just that well... when u've been fired an arrow at and have to bite it and go on with life... it's quite a torture. If you enjoy the job u do, u'll never have to work another day. I've been WORKING 24hrs a day, go figure.

My financial situation has suffered heavy battering with my recent purchase of a certain liability in singapore called, a Car. haha, a huge amt was put out for downpayment, mthly instalment of $320+, and the hidden costs such as petrol and parking fees... all these seem to be eating up my salary as it comes in. money in, money out. haha

My investments on the other hand, are doing pretty well. and thats like one of the things that have gone right lately in these days of wrong. haha

Christmas is coming, jolly old joyous feelings should be following soon i pray.